At some point, you stop and look at the enviroment around you. You finally pay attention to the words coming out the mouths of the people. You take in the idiocy polluting the very air you breathe in. You observe all the corruption in society and naturally, you're disgusted. You realize that you feel detached because subconciously, you detached your own self. You x'd yourself out in good taste. Then you also come to terms with the fact that there are reflections of the world around you, that exist within you. Which then explains why you feel you must escape from your very self.
I just want to get away from everything. Yet, I know that the same limitations are everywhere. Freedom is no longer what it was. It cannot be enjoyed solely by itself. There's college, jobs, things that must be bought, bills that must be paid, stress that now comes automatically with what we once christened 'Life' in good hopes. Life isn't what we want her to be. Life is a cruel seductress, enticing you with her beautiful allure, yet, only to crush you with her vicious reality.
Time for Awkward.
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