Post #43

My Easter weekend was good. That first morning breakfast with my family, I went in to it feeling awkward and left behind, but it wasn't that way for long. I remembered why I love them. Mechelle, Harley, Uncle Billy!, Gabby, Aunt Ana Jo, and everybody else. Aunt Jane, now that one got to me. I almost started crying when we went to dinner with her. No one can make me feel that miserable. Just pure meaness.

So Chris, Can't Name, and Pierre are all ddfghhfghghsfd :3 Can't Name isn't gonna happen, I don't even acknowledge my feelings for him. I don't know if Chris likes me like that. I'm not gonna ask either. We're supposed to go on our roadtrip to Wal Mart today and then swimming. <3 Nerf Sword War and gummies. :) Pierre, now see, homeboy lost a few points last night. Like, I deducted quite a few. It bothers me that he wouldn't care that much if I gave some guy head while talking to him. I was being hypothetical and that just really..I dunno. I mean, I hope he doesn't expect me to have the same way of thinking. It makes me wonder what he's doing while he's not texting me xD Fucking somebody. -_- I want someone who likes me enough to care. I like a little possessive jealousy. I'll get over it, though. It ain't like we goin steady, we just coolin' it. I want him. I don't consider him a main thing. We don't click the way I need for a relationship. I don't click that way with Chris either. I click that way with him. :\ No, no I don't. Speaking of these guys, thanks for apologizing. It's old fucking Eminem... :D Speak of you and coincidences happen. I wonder how she would feel about that. Mine.

I have a feeling today's not going to happen with Chris. We'll see.

Whenever you ready to play just hit my phone, I'm ready
But don't be catchin' feelings baby, we ain't goin' steady
<3

Severe Anger

It's one of my problems that rarely anyone sees. Jessica has. Morgan has. A few other people have becuase I was caught off guard by some bullshit and couldn't maintain myself. I try not to let people see that side of me because..well it freaks me out. Like, it gets out of hand. Occasionally, I'll snap or throw my pencil to the other side of the hallway or punch lockers when no one's looking. What was the point of me saying that? Now people know I'm a freak. Oh well. Anyways. I'm severely pissed atm.

How dare you. You are just a stupid cheating unfaithful bastard. I mean, I can understand up to a point, say if you love someone else, but if you're just fucking around because you're an emotionless douchebag, I don't understand. My fucking ass you have everything you wanted. If you had some fucking decency, and actually had feelings for this girl you wanteds so damn badly, maybe you wouldn't be kissing on little girls that have no value. I mean, Mallory has value, but most certinaly not to Tyler. I hate you. I really do, sometimes. I wish I didn't care. I say I don't gare, but I give all the shit in the world. She's fucking 13, 14 years old. You have no fucking business going anywhere near her. I knew that day not to leave you alone at the pool with her. She's a flirt and you're a whore. I knew so much damn better. I am really angry atm. I just needed to vent because I don't have what I need atm.

Dammit, I deleted the rug muncher comment. I meant to post it. If it's who I thought it was, you fucked a guy on a dare. I never told you I knew that. Yeah. Hop the fuck off my sac, bro. I've done less with my same sex than you have. :)

4/20

-shrug- We do it like this everyday. I bummed it though. Shorts, boxers, weed related shirt, mushroom necklace, and flip flops. With a side of messy hair. I had a little wake&bake. School. Home. Stressed for a bit and finally Cody came over. It was great. Good thing, it was legal. Well, not so good, but cool. We swung on the swings. There were some little aliens there. One took a shit. It ran back home and got naked on the back porch. I wish everybody was on there backporch just lighting up a bowl. <3 Dude, all the fucking goody goodies are out there complaining. "Ohmygawd how icky. All these stinky people smoking. Participants should die." People with rods stuck up their asses. You could at least have a sense of humor about it. No point in being a prick. :)

Uhm, I think I'm gonna go gather some munchies and some drinks. Man, I'm going to Florida tomorrow afternoon. I hope, cause I have a math test and a book test Friday I'm not ready for xD Holla bro. I'm out.

Pineapple Laughing Buddha

Fuck the bullshit. My blog. I can say whatever the fuck I want.

I am a complete and utter mess. I thought I was climbing back on top. You witnessed my blogs, I was happy as fuck. The thing is, my life isn't made that way. It isn't made in order for me to be happy. It gives me free passes every once in ahwile so I'm not tempted to commit suicide but goodness fucking gracious. I can't go one week with being happy every moment of every day. I would hate that, but it would be nice.
-Everything was especially great until I started talking to you. Not even talking talking, just communicating. You ruin my life. I'm staying away from you. Y'know, until you reach for my hand in 4th block tomorrow. Then I'll sigh, pull away, and give in. Then I'll be happy with a side of heartache. Then I'll get all pissy and agitated when I see you walk to your little fucking girlfriend. I deserve to be the main bitch lied to. Do you know how long I had to put up with some seriously fucked up shit just to get thrown to the side once you were single? Scoff. I need to get the fuck over you. You'll probably call me tonight and I'll be over my rampage. I always answer the phone. I'm so damn weak.
-All these freaking guys. They pop out of nowhere, make me happy, and go back to where they came from. Like, Brandon and Chris? They both just went fwoosh! Not to say that I'm not hearing how awesome and attractive I am the moment I send out a frowny face. I mean, where were you when I needed you? If he takes me to Maryland this summer, it will go down in history: the day Jeordin Wiley had sex with...anyways. I really wanna go to Ocean City with him. Wait, hold on, guys. Girls. I have formed a crush on Nugg. And Haley, who I don't find all that important. And Olivia. Dude. Sigh. I can't let myself do that. I'm sitting in the car, zoning out, waiting for her to hold my hand like Tyler does, correction *did, and thinking about us the whole trip there, like SHUT THE FUCK UP JEORDIN! No. It's not even like that. My mind is stupid. Back to guys, Pierre. I mean, what am I doing? I'm not serious about this. Maybe I could be. Sigh. I dunno. I'll try.
-My grades are tragic. What the hell do I look like making c's? What in the hell do I, of all damn people, look like making c's?! It's fucking unacceptable. I don't pay attention in Algebra II. At all. I don't know shit that's going in there. I haven't for a while. It gets unfamiliar, I zone out, I don't zone back in. Health. I come in baked. Sleep time. My driving is okay. That's always fun.
-I look like shit. I don't give a fuck. I don't care about anything. My attitude is extremely apathetic right now. My voice is monotone beyond reason. I sound drugged up and burnt out. Like the chick on Smiley Face. I have yet to see that and I really want to. Like I was saying, I just don't give a damn. I need to. Everybody needs to give a little damn, y'know? Otherwise, life is fucking pointless. I don't want my life to be fucking pointless. Ugh. I want to enjoy it.
-I want somebody. I need somebody. Not a friend. Someone who appreciates me and cares about me and wants me and needs me. I feel alone. I want someone to wrap their arms around me while I sleep. Wail.

Macy Gray and Nancy Grace

Friday, Saturday, and Sunday were good with my charm. I'm so exhausted though. Panama frikkin City Beach, man. :) Longest ride ever. It was worth it, though. A sign on the way told me I'm not shallow. Such a nice little sign. Everything was so great, y'know, meanwhile, shit at home was brewing. Like wtf? People just can't get enough drama. I'm apparently obsessed with someone who only talks to me when they want to have sex with someone and I've never even done that with said person and then he goes and takes my little sister's virginity and acts shady afterwards? Dude, fuck no. He better steer clear away from Morgan. Ohmygawd, I know she wants to rip his face off. :3

I hate school. I stayed home yesterday and managed not to go 35 minutes straight without being lit. Oh, the insanity.

Ugh. School. It's kicking my butt. I have a 72 in Algebra and a 79 in Health. Those need to be A's, but I don't know shit that's going on in math. Like, that class, I just don't give a shit about it. I need to. -.-

I'm ready for Thursday. I'm going back to Florida until Sunday. Ahh, man. Sobriety. Speaking of which, tomorrow is 4/20 and I don't have shit on me right now. Damn. Effin A.

Everything in my head is montone. I'm dead to the world. xD Frikkin Zombie. I wish.

Iron Man

I'm a last resort. 3:30 in the morning. Nyeeeeeeeeeeeaahhh. Wake up to Fur Elise. That One Guy pops up on my phone and I'm just like...the fuck O.o Then I'm left awake once he determines he should try to get sleep again. >:/ Nobody else. Fuck no.

My mom's giving me $100 to take to Panama City and it's all I have until May 15. I believe I need to leave 50 here, because I know I'll spend it in one day. -.-

Sooo, what was everyone else doing a year ago today? In about 5 hours, I know what I was doing. Watching Pokemon after I got back to Morgan's. What a day. Nyeeeaaahhh.

Today's gonna be even better. <3 I need to go on a shave rampage.

Panama City

I'm going tomorrow with my Aquarius. Yay. It's good now cause since I know she likes me loving on her, I'm gonna be cuddling my ass off. Ohmygoodness we're gonna have so much fun.

Tomorrow is Iron Man. Fml.

Anyways, so today was good. I was with Nugget and Bina. I love Mom. She's such a sweet lady. Awe. Morgan's in Montgomery. Heh heh heh. "Yo cross eyed chick..go jump off a balcony." My bestfriend is horrible. I love her. The whole Sears thing. Ahahaha. Where she told the lady that her mom told her to pick out a bed and she would come pick it up later and so she just laid on all the beds w/o anyone saying anything. Made my day. Uhm. I went to the pool later. Awe. :3 He's so sweet. That hug was frikkin fantastic. He just held on with his cheek against mine. I was so surprised and he was like "You should talk to me more often." I had gave up on him and just jbdsflasdbfbsadbsa. Sexy guitar playing Asian self. I will argue to the end. He is amazing at playing guitar.

Matt's camping. And arguing with me. Two camel's in a tiny car. I win.

Okay. So I have to go eat, so bye.

Bina and Nugget

I'm with them right now. Nugget's so adorable. She reminds me of Destery. Bina's always adorable. So we had an adventure today. A sober adventure at that. One wrong turn and we're on a really long road named Morningside searching for the highway. We finally found it. Such a damn long road. Then we got food and no green. I've been sober all frikkin day.

I spent most of the day with my mommy. We went to iHop for breakfast. Then to Wal Mart. Then to Kmart. Then to my doctor's appointment. Then to La Cantina. We had an adventure too.

I'm having this conversation with Matt and I feel like I'm about to die. I don't even know what to say. what the fuck was wrong with me back then? Why did I do that? I mean, I was shit. It was my fault. I knew better. Mehh. I feel so horrible, but I can't take it back. I...la la la.

Purple Kush

My day ended up pretty good yesterday. And today. Turns out he jumped intot the pool with his phone, haha. Dude...he got a boner when Sydney bit him. Lmao.  Wow. Some high kid showed up. I got Tyler all wet and such. Mwahahaha. Speaking of, I love free stuff. We saw Poppie. Well, he saw me as we were walking down the road. He screamed my name, got out the truck, and ended up staying the night at Nugget's with us. Nugget is too cute. Legal is pretty fantastic. Everything about last night/yesterday was fantastic. Her mom. Ohmygoodness. That lady was on the wrong side of the road. xD It was really fun, though. HA! I laughed so hard I threw up. Funniest shit ever. I was choking on my lollipop and they kept laughing and I kept choking and yeaahhh. I passed out. Early. So everyone got to hear me snore and such. xD Pizza and hot wings. Yum. This morning we woke up and walked to Kmart. Sabrina, Sydney, and I. Just to get a 2 liter drink. Hahaha. We were so frikkin thirsty. We hadn't even smoked or anything. Too epic. We tried to get McDonalds. Yeah. We ordered all this shit and come to realize her mom didn't have any money. Hahahahaha. Epic fail. I've been home since around 3. Buh, frikkin Poppie's little friend Tyler has been texting me all day. Like, this kid is just..idek. He asked me if I wanted a bf and when I asked why, he said he kinda liked me. Get the fact, that I've only talked to him today. I have no clue who he is! People are ridiculous. I may have given up my two previous pursuits, but that doesn't make me desperate.  I might marry someone I just met, but I'm not going to have a relationship with someone I just met. Hmm, that sounds kind of bad..Oh well. I like fun. Fun and activities.

So get this, Panama City Beach with my fucking Aquarius! I'm gonna have so much damn fun. <3 Yay. :)
I've had a good Spring Break so far. I hope tomorrow's good too.

Gingers

I want Sonic.
I want to go to the pool.
I want to watch 300.
I want to watch Harold and Kumar.
I want to spend my day with a serial killer that loves chocolate milk. My hero. Swoon. xD
I don't know what I want.
I'm happy, though. SUPA HIGH ON LIFE.
No drugs needed.

Jessenia is a sneaky little mosquito. Buh. I'm so bored right now. I'm ready for my day to begin!

I'm gonna go make a sammich.

Menstrual Cycles Make Me Mushy

Today was great. I didn't get to go to Sonic with Chris or watch Interview with a Vampire. I went to Tuskegee with my mom and spent the whole day. I drove all the way there and back. Which is, y'know, a lot for me, so shut up experienced drivers. xD I didn't feel so weird around my family. I was happy. I even opened up to my uncle. I told him about some of the stuff I do. I've never EVER opened up to an adult. It felt weird but great. I talked to my little cousin too. I drove him around the lake and parked. I just got out and put my feet in the water. No one stops for the little stuff in life. All the beauty. I'm so happy and everything around me is amazing. A lot of drama was going on at the same time back home, and I felt so...I dunno. I was helping. I felt like I was at the top of my game. I say I love you every 10 texts. I can't help it. The ones I love must know that they're loved. I want them to be as happy as I am. I feel free. Like my bonds are let loose. I've been smiling all day. I had my dull moments but they never over powered my happiness. I feel loved and appreciated and wanted atm. I just need to fix a few more things and everything will be perfect. My scales will be fully aligned. I am insanely happy. I don't think I have ever cried of happiness but I might in a minute. How mushy. -.- I have myself back and more. I've never met this person. I wasn't even this happy this summer during that period after Adam stopped talking to me. Shit, crying shows that you're alive. Now it's official.

Thank you for freeing me. Thank you. You dragged me down, but, baby, the release of you made me better than I was before. I'm so not used to this feeling.

Plans with Chris tomorrow. Hopefully. Sonic and a movie night.

Moonlight Sonata

Yesterday was the best. I'm with my Aquarius. I'm in love with the feeling I have around them. I think it's amazing that he's one. She told me that and...yeah. :) I'm not even bothered by the Josh thing. Sitting under the moon and stars by the pool while listening to Brandon playing Moonlight Sonata? Gosh. I don't officially like him or anything, but if we get to know each other, once he's stable...goodness yes. I feel stable. I don't feel hurt by Tyler anymore. I feel completely moved on. :D Hey Olivia. I love you. :) AH MAN SUPA STONED. One  hit and you're gone. So high you throw up like Olivia. :D Ahahahaha. Tin can, nutella, and alien sounds. Riding in the car bikini style. Spending time with my perfect match. Psht. Way to start off Spring Break. <3 G-d I forgot how amazing this feels.

I hate how Tyler gets mad at me for liking other people. Bitch ass cunts. Goodness. They can do whatever they want, but you can't. Pitiful. I love how alive I feel without him keeping me from myself. I feel so happy. Like insanely ecstatic and free. I got a little ehh at the pool today cause he (not Tyler, I could give a shit less), brought his little friend girl, but, y'know...psht. I don't care. I said I wasn't sure if I liked him or not. Chris, though. <3 He sped, injured and old lady, and killed a squirell just to bring me a $.50 icecream cone because my mom wouldn't take me to Sonic. My hero. <3 Swoon. I'm like in love now. Plus he's a ginger and I've had a thing for him since 9 th grade?! PSHT. xD Dude, and Haley. She's so cute and flirty but...yeaaaaahh. Totally sketchy about that one. Absolutely sketchy. UGH. Goodness. If only something real was apparent in my life. Oh. I forgot to mention Pierre. Yeah. Still hasn't texted me back. (He has now). And speaking of not texting back, WHAT A SHADY ASSHOLE! I'm not even gonna go there. Some people. Ohmygawd. I wish someone who was willing to be frikkin dedicated and willing to love and be loved would drop into my life. Asap. I can't handle this lonely shit. Oh, today was great by the way. <3 Omi's. Walk. Olivia. Pool. Co Co, Chris, Lindsay, and her brother+more pool. Then Brandon and Mikalani. Then Sonic. Too bad I couldn't go back. I wanna hear Moonlight Sonata. OH! Speaking of he played the two songs he made. :) They were really great. Josey was there. Heck yeah. I love her little friend that was with her. It ain't a party til...well, I dunno. Yeah. ;) I've lost 7lbs in two days. What. The. Fuh.

I Want to Play Piano

He wants sex before ACT. I want him to text me back. I don't want to have meaningless sex. I need something real and stable. I keep hoping, though.

He wants time so he can become stable again. I want...something with him. Kind of. I don't want it anytime too soon. He should text me back, also.

He wants..well I dunno, haha. I want to watch Interveiw with the Vampire. I don't want to ever treat him like I did before. I also don't want for, well, I won't worry about it. Neither of us are interested, so it shouldn't matter.

He wants to hold my hand. I want to know why he can ask out every other girl, except me. I don't want to be his little thing on the side he can run to when he gets lonely anymore. I'm really hurt. I mean...I just don't know. I feel wronged.
"And then we're holding hands.
And I swear, the Earth stops rotating."
p. 149

He wants me to call him. I want to text him. I don't want to call him because I'd feel weird. Too bad he's a Cancer. He's really nice. If we were compatible, I would totally consider it.

Today was really good for me. Well, duh. It's 7/11. It's got to be good for me. My presentation went pretty okay. I got nervous and stumbled, but at least she had never heard it from my point of veiw. That's a good thing. I was really hurt. It isn't solely up to you whether we're friends or not. I shouldn't have..yeah. I can't believe Courtney is still lying about stupid shit. Really? I told her that Tyler's mine? Wow. I hung out with Nicole and Jessica. <3 Dresses and a tan. Yes! El Vaquero. Cat calling from Mexican waiters. Chill. Barnes&Noble. Chopin. Mozart. Yes! Then Adam came to the pool to swim with me. :) I miss when we were talking this summer. Up so late in the morning. "Goodnight, not baby." Too bad my mommy was being a butthead. Hopefully she will buy that keyboard. I would love to learn. This piano music... Mallory really needs to give me back my little box of joy so I can walk around in the halls listening to No. 3 in C minor.

Wiggles

I literally just died a little on the inside. Why the fuck am I about to cry? Stop.

I can't wait for a sober girls' day tomorrow. Now I'm in desperate need of it.

Too Thug to Cry

6:45. Scooby Doo. Jeggings. Sperry's. Annoyance. Ride with mom. Stuck in car. Binder. Kick to the door. Ninja. Jessica. Gym. Him. Ugh. Test. Work. Pamphlet. Sober. Another Test. Work. Presentations. Shhh. Keep talking. Notes. "Guh so excited to wear them damn pants. Can't even wait 2 days." Laughter. Glasses. Sexy girl. Green hair. Algebra II. Calculators. 13. 24. Peter. :) No Olivia. Pole not touching. Sexy Asian. Broken screen. Fix my phone. No luck. Morgan. <3 :D Josh. Asshole. Her. Ugh. Wiggles too much. Stared at pillow. Upset. I hate guys. Whatever. FUCKING 84 ON MY ALGEBRA II TEST. ONLY ONE, BEEYOTCHES! Sadness. Allergies. Tears. Sniffles. Last Song. Tyler. Ugh. Douchebag, douchebag, douchebag. Unwanted feelings. Must not smile. Bathroom. Damn janitor. Black people are too much of thugs to cry. Can't laugh. Middle finger. Saturday should hurry up. Middle finger. Middle finger. Foot print. Anger. Love. Dash off. Lindsey B. Wedgie. Front wedgie. Her. Him. Holding hands. Allergies. Eyes watering. Quit being happy with someone else. Just kidding. POPPIE. <3  Car. hug. Mikalani. Josh news again. Asshole. Must you tell everyone I wiggle too much in bed? Fucking douche. Anyways. Neil. Bethany. Smoke. Home. New cell phone. Juno. Text. Text. Text. No reply. Wrong number. 8 not 5. Brother. Mall. $300. Clothes. Clothes. Clothes. Texting. Stalker. Mommy. Nirvana. Pocky. CHINESE FOOD. GENERAL TSO'S CHICKEN. Dumb cunt. Leave. Allergies. Mallory. Tangled. Poppie's plugs that I bought him. :) White plugs. 5/8s. Sexy as fuh. Leave. Don't speed. Newport. Bathroom. Shower. Texting. Blog.

Who Has a Honda Civic Tattoo

Shower. Sweatpants. Hoodie w/o a shirt. Sleep. More sleep. Brush teeth. 6:51. Phone call to Morgan. Already left. Poppie. Bubba. Joint. 2 hits. No high. No care to be. Her. Him. Avoid. Avoid. Avoid. Health. Pregnancy Pact. Daddy's Little Girls. Sleep. Drool. Claritin. Him. Office. Tired and sleepy. Call home. Nope. English. Humming. Trouble. Stupid little girl. Checking out. Missed registration. Twins. Cab. Mommy. Home. Max and Ruby. <3 SLEEP. $6,000. $400. Wal Mart. No more than $5,000. Regions. Assholes. Sperry's. Oil check. Homeless potheads. Korean food. Tang So Yuk. Sushi. Family Dollar. Tampons. Stuff. Sexy assholes. Civic tattoo. Snitch. Almost busted. Asshole. Home. Mallory. Malboro pack. Fucking Crazy T. Tanning. Josh. Dog walking. Texting Mo Mo. No project. Mallory. Music. Dog walking. Science. Icecream. Sonic. Nelson. Sandwich. Wrestling. Tornado watch. "OHMYGAWD HE HEARD ME!" "What?!" "Oh, my daughter just called you an asshole." "NO! I didn't. I called you sexy!" Run in house. Come back out. Get snitched on even more. Almost spilled about unvirgin-ness. Cover up. Mom NOT finding out about that. Half naked people. Paraphernelia. Spell check. IS HE SEXY OR AN ASSHOLE?! Well, yeah. Shower.

I doubt you're reading this, Tyler, but if you are, I commented back. I posted it. Get over it.

My neighbor...I can't decide whether he's a snitching asshole or a sexy looker-outer.

"I know a hobo named George." Hahahaha.

Early Morning Beer Pong

Jsyk, waste of your breath.

The last night was pretty fun. I was agitated. I was being somewhat of a bitch. I wanted to be home alone and yet...no. I couldn't be. People are hard headed and do whatever they want. It's okay, though. It was worth it. I love my Mo Mo. Laying down the law. <3 My hero. I also love Poppie and Bubba, no matter how much they piss me off sometimes. :) Even if it is an incredible amount. I think Spice is pretty fantastic, but army guys get on my nerves. Well, younger ones do. They're so out of control and dangerous. I don't have the patience for that nonsense. I hate the after effect of Applebee's. I hate mud on carpets, and piss on back porches, and spilled beer. I love watching beer pong, and cock blocking, and getting alone, and getting inducted into my bestfriends' families. I hate when people think they know me, and assume I give a shit about what they have to say, and when they try to hurt me but I've already become immune to their ways. I love when you realize you've got so much better in store for you, and candles, and watching Dexter, and looking up horoscopes. I hate you, and you. I love her, her, him, and him. I hear Morgan's car. I can't wait to see my mommy. This is never happening again...well, not any time soon. ;)

Dots

Poppie, Bubba, Mallory, and Morgan with guest appearances. My week has been incredible. There were/was:
bitchy moments, nuisances, anger, drunkness, highness, sex, laughter, smiles, fist punches, Just Dance, Jing Go Lo Ba, smoke, candles, Twisted Pleasure, driving, Fire and Ice, undercover Walmart security guards, muscles, family, frequent trips to the bathroom, dragon ashtrays, FUCKING PANCAKES, food, food, food, 70 dollars blown, tanning, nephews, Natty Lights, MAJOR cockblocks xD, more sex, assholes, NO LOVE, "If you like pina coladas," cereal, bitches, Mustang rides, mint sorbet nail polish <3, barf, a SHITLOAD of cleaning, paleness, undone projects, lying asses off, more pat, pissing in the woods, stinky feet, hugs, kisses, making out, a slow kisser <3, Harold and Kumar, snitching boyfriends, Pineapple Express, Zombieland, laying naked... love lost, no love gained, fun, fun, fun, jokes, insults, replacing beers, bestfriends, niggas, homeboys, homegirls, calls, texts, showers, blunts, holy beads, cleaning, sweeping, back porches, sneaking, late nights, early mornings, almost getting busted, Applebees, hiding and everything else.

I totally do not have a thing thing for Josh. It's just...he broke that one and only thing... Buh. I refuse to think about it anymore.

Ohgawd. Never leave again, Mommy.

Love^1

Because there's no point in raising infinity to another power.

I don't give a shit. Why be pathetic by calling me pathetic?

GAWD. He's so fantastic. :)

Mallory just compared interracial dating to a cat and dog dating. Wow. Oh, she said it's 4, btw.