To Be Real

I forgot how my New Year's resolution was to be more open and honest and real with my emotions. I need to get back in sight of that. I talked to Joe for a while last night, and ehh, I miss him. In some sort of manner. I miss the realness and the openness and giving myself advice by means of giving it to him. I'm not mad anymore. At him or any of the situation. I'm just.. back to loneliness again, I presume. Not that I was ever really in the company of anyone.