Why Am I SOOO Disappointed

Maybe I just wanted him to admit his undying love for me. Maybe it's because of the moon or I'm pmsing. I can never find the root of my problems. Anything has the potential to throw me off balance. This is why I need to begin with my Wicca studies. UGH. What exactly was I expecting to happen? I'm having one of those moments where I want Josh to hug me or... That's why I'm disappointed! I don't like Ethan! I no longer have anything to hold me to the past. I mean, I consider Nicole to be WITH me, but everything else. I don't like Ethan. Holy shit. I. Don't. Have feelings. For Ethan. NO. I REFUSE. Oh my goodness. I don't like Ethan. I don't know. Do I? Do I not? I don't know. I want to